Monday, November 16, 2015

A New Beginning

It's been 3 months still school started, and things have changed so much. My best friend and I no longer talk, not because the summer changed things but because another person got in between us. I've moved on and definitely don't hold grudge against anyone.
I've moved to a new school, a little further away than the last one and so far everything is going well. The school is amazing, I've made so many good friends already but if I'm going to be honest, certain people here are driving me up the wall. I have never met a group of guys so immature as they are here even though they're all 18+.
I've been with  3 guys from here already... And I know everyone will have different views about this but whatever. 1 guy was an ongoing thing since the 1st day I moved up, until a month ago. The other 2 were random hook-ups as a result of parties. NOW, I still talk to these guys everyday and it's not awkward and everything is fine between us. I'm not one to regret the choices I make because I've relaized that there's no way I can change what I do. 1 of the guys happens to be my neighbour and he's the most awkward of them all. He doesn't really speak much and he talks to me and has a lot more confidence to say things when he's been drinking just like anyone other person under the influence of alcohol....  Slowly I'm trying to get us to become more comfortable around each other. I try to say hi when we pass in the hallway and this weekend him and I were drinking alone and talked about what happened between us and yet still after a night of just talking and learning more about each other it's still awkward?!
I'm slowly getting so over these people.. They're so immature and I am not used to people like this...
Anyway Christmas break is only a few weeks away and I can't wait for a break from everyone. I just want to be back in my own bed, and enjoy being home.